sewist | IC Inbox for noctiumrp

[It's not like Chloe's the sort to expect lovely flowers from someone. But he cheerfully puts them in water in a pitcher and takes another lingering look at them before making a quick decision. He pulls one single fully bloomed lily from the bunch and finds some kitchen scissors, then cuts the bloom carefully from the stem before neatly tying the short remaining stem into his scarf, like a little scarf pin of sorts.]

There. Perfect now!

[If Ushijima likes the outfit, that's what matters, right? He approves, and Chloe is doing his best to take that to heart.]

I... I guess I'm ready to go now!

[Why are there ten billion butterflies fluttering to life in his stomach, and why is his heart pounding so loud he can hear it? It's not weird to just go for a walk, and a picnic. It's not weird to call it a date! He's just... He feels special already, and he's not sure he deserves that much kindness from this guy.

But he swallows his fear and manages a small, but brilliant smile.]

Um... Do you want to hold hands?

[He's cute, the care he takes with the flowers. The act of pinning one on his scarf adds an endearing touch to the entire scene, and Ushijima is content to stand there, watching him.]

It is. Their blooms compliment you.

[He nods, he was prepared to hold his hand out, offering the gesture before Chloe even asked. Till he is hit with a small, brilliant smile that gives his heart a few skips, somehow that smile feels like it's meant just for him, and there is a warmth that spreads through him.

He may not mean to be, but Chloe is mesmerizing at that moment. A dazzling sunflower and Ushijima is charmed. The question does get in him to move. He holds his hand out to Chloe.]

Yes, I would.

[He moves closer and timidly takes his hand, looking up into his eyes for a moment.]

You're really nice, you know...

[Without another thought, he goes up on his tiptoes and presses a soft, fleeting kiss to Ushijima's cheek.]

Thanks again for the flowers. I'm really happy!

[Then he's leading him outside so he can lock the door and they can head off.]

[Ushijima feels happy, pleasant anticipation fill him when Chloe takes his hand. An observant young man who does not hesitate when his mind is set. He has a whimsical moment where he feels like this is the start of something significant for him.]

Really? My bluntness bothers people sometimes.

[But he is not changing. Ushijima will never be a wordsmith or use them for anything less than to express what he means concisely.

Except, part of him feels anything but concise when that warmth spreads, his fingers curl to hold Chloe's a little tighter. He likes how it feels, knowing he made Chloe happy.]

You're welcome. Knowing that makes me glad I did it.

[Once the door is locked, he slides fingers to lock through Chloe's as they walk to the park.]

How is your sewing coming?

[Chloe shakes his head, and blushes faintly as their fingers interlock. It's... intimate, he supposes is the right word. It feels really nice.]

You being blunt doesn't bother me. I guess on the surface it's a little intimidating, but you're not a mean person or you'd say mean things to me. Then I'd be really sad.

[He looks forward, smiling as he follows along.]

It's going good! I'm making some outfits for the concert coming up, and I have to finish yours, too.

[He's pretty sure he's going to scrap his concept for Ushijima's after this, though.]

[It is intimate, sweet, a gentle gesture from a guy who probably does not appear gentle. But something in Chloe softens him, and Ushijima is not questioning it. Not with how pleasant it feels. The words leave a comfortable feeling. It's like being seen, understood, and accepted all in one.]

I wouldn't feel good if I made you sad.

[Ushijima can't help but glance at the smile before turning his eyes to where they are heading.]

There's a concert? That's good for business. They can showcase your work while performing. There's no rush on mine. I am not a performer.

[When they enter the park, he keeps the pace leisurely, it is a stroll after all. But, he knows where they are headed in the end. Ushijima scouted ahead while he was out getting picnic supplies.]

[Chloe blushes faintly. He hopes Ushijima is the kind of person who'll never make him sad.]

Mm, yep! I'm making... four outfits! Three of them match a little bit because they're for a group and one is just on its own, but it's a lot of embroidery! I hope he likes it... Well, I hope they all do.

[He keeps a gentle hold on his hand as they walk.]

It'd be nice if I could get a job with a shop here so I can work on my sewing skills more. Someday, I'll make outfits for royalty... That's my dream. Well... [A giggle.] One of my dreams!

[Ushijima can't help but notice that blush. Part of him wants to touch it, but that's probably too forward for a first date, so he holds back. He is the kind who will do his best to never make Chloe sad. He'll never lie to him but he will always try to be his best self with Chloe.]

That is a lot of outfits at once. Have you thought of selling your work? [It makes sense to him. Chloe enjoys it, and he can make a living, something the volleyball player intended to do back home. Here he is taking time considering his options.

The park is peaceful. Bird sounds he does not recognize, trees not quite like he is used to in Japan but beautiful. And the company could not be better. When they approach a fountain, he moves them toward it. It's got beautiful gem and stonework he thinks an artistic type like Chloe would enjoy.]

Then you could begin fulfilling your dream, make outfits for anyone you want. [He does not smile brightly or often, but the giggle softens the lines of his face, has his lips forming a small smile.]

I'd like to hear the rest of your dreams. All I've ever dreamt of doing is playing volleyball.

[Chloe tries not to be too excited as they go along, but he can't help swinging their hands just a little as he constantly observes the park around them.]

I'm going to someday, I hope! I want to make amazing things for all kinds of people. [A little sheepish grin. He looks up to Ushijima, who is just... so tall. And so handsome.] My other dreams... I want to be beautiful inside and out, someday! That's something I'm working on. It was easier with Rustica around. He'll always praise my work and tell me I'm kind when I'm being hard on myself or saying things that don't make sense.

[His voice drops for a second, trailing on a little laugh.] Honestly, I don't like myself very much. But sometimes I make beautiful things, so I think... if I make more, then I'll just become like them. That's how I see it. I hope your dream can still come true here, too. Even if it's hard...

[His head raises.]

Oh! That fountain's so pretty!!

[Ushijima remains observant of his date more than their surroundings. As beautiful as the park is, the way he swings their joined hands and looks around as if he's never seen a park is charming. And Ushijima is fully under the spell the wizard is casting without being aware of it.]

I believe selling them through the network is wise until you can afford to purchase a store. [Oh, his heart jumps a little surprising him when Chloe looks up and meets his eyes as Ushijima watches Chloe. His brow furrows as he lets Chloe continue, even as he immediately in his mind disagrees with the wizard's opinion of himself. He could let it go. Many people would and focus on the comment about the fountain. Instead, Ushijima brings Chloe to a stop in front of the fountain.]

Yes, it is. So are you, outside you are a handsome man and inside you are kind and concerned for others, this makes a person beautiful. No matter what you make, you are gorgeous.

[It's quite a long verbal "tirade" for Ushijima, delivered in that clear, confident voice of his. He adds after.]

I will; a dream is like a seed. You have to cultivate it with hard work.

[Chloe's cheeks go pink for a moment as he looks up at Ushijima again.

This guy... he's really kind, even if he's a little bit serious. Chloe can't help wanting to hear such things from him, from everyone, but... From him, it's sweeter than it might be from others. He just doesn't seem like the type who'd pointlessly flatter someone.

Moving in front of him, Chloe takes his other hand and beams, eyes fixed on Ushijima's.]

I'm going to hope and pray every single night that you find people to play with. Because you're nice, and you deserve good things.

[Ushijima thinks to himself again, blushing suits Chloe, it only makes him more enchanting.

Chloe will find that he is not as sweet with other people, and he is not "trying" to be sweet. Chloe is just drawing out something in him that his honesty, as blunt as it may be, is gentle.

He definitely would never flatter someone pointlessly. If Ushijima says it, he means it and will stand by it.

If he stood any chance against developing feelings for this man, they banished the moment his hands are taken, and he beams so earnestly up at Ushijima while looking in his eyes. For a second, he does not know what to say for the first time in his life. He's captivated, wrapped in a web, and he wants to stay there.]

That's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.

Well...

[Chloe beams up at him, eyes bright, his hair gently moving with a slight breeze.]

You're one of the nicest people I've ever talked to, I think. Especially for a human.

[He hates to draw the line that separates them just like that, but he has a point. He's sure it's awkward for Ushijima to carry the picnic supplies while his hand is being held, so Chloe finally drops that hand and swings the other a bit. He's still blushing faintly, and still making eye contact.]

I really hope I'll get to talk to you more. Even if you're a little intimidating on the outside, I think you must have a really wonderful heart. So I'll look out for you! I'll protect you no matter what!

[Ushijima is not sure if it's the kind words, the beaming smile, the bright eyes, or the gentle breeze moving his hair. Or some combination of them all, what he does know, at that moment he thinks about what it would feel like to kiss Chloe and it is a thought that will stay with him, growing as time goes on.]

I think most humans would call me tactless or too blunt. Many have. It can make me seem like a jerk when it is not something nice because I don't tell "Nice lies" to spare people's feelings. I've never seen the need for it.

[Ushijima has great coordination. It was not as awkward as it could have been. He likes holding Chloe's hand, so holding them both was double nice. He blinks at the proclamation of protection.]

I've never had anyone say they would protect me. It's nice. I want to do the same with you. [He is going over everything, trying to make sure he responds to what Chloe says.]

I would also like the chance to talk to you more.

[Then he thinks of something and sits the picnic supplies down on a nearby bench.]

Would you like to take a picture together? People do that on dates, don't they?

A picture?

[Chloe lights up even more, staying close as Ushijima sets the picnic supplies down.]

I've never taken a picture with anyone! I like to take pictures of what I sew, but... Not of myself. Are you sure?

[He might just fidget out of existence, he's so excited.]

Um, also... Even if you're blunt, I think that's okay. Everyone's different, and people should appreciate you for who you are, as long as you're not actually being a jerk.

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